I NEVER THANK GOD

Hello,

“Who do you think you are?”
This question is showing us a kind of superiority. It seems to underestimate someone who hears the question.

Do you think you are better then others?

Sometimes I feel I am better for a thing but I am worse for many other things. That’s natural I guess. But when i feel that I am more superior or more powerful than others,  It has made me one step backward from “the Creator”. I know I am not supposed to have that kind of feeling.

I am just luckier then them. But I am not grateful man.

How much oxygen everyday I take from ‘Him’ freely. I have complete and perfect body parts but sometimes I use them for bad purposes. I use my mouth to mock other people while there are thousands of disable people need My voices just to pray and to say good words to others.

I am really stupid and selfish. Many people also need my arms just to shake others’hand warmly saying thank you but I use my arms, my hand to slap, to strike others or even to kill the innocents.

What do you call me? 
I saw others’ skins worse than my skin. I am from higher classes of people while I see others are just lower than me that I could do whatever I want to and give them orders otherwise bad things happen to them.

I threaten others with my short-gun or even my machine gun and my up-to-date and deadly bombs. I don’t care others because I am the ruling country. I decide anything.

What do you think I am?

I am sorry for being more powerful than others because I have the money…The others just work for me.

Finally, I fell over really hard, really painful and got my heart attack. I am dying…................................

and finally I remember ‘You’. You are my Lord. I am sorry. i deserve to get this reward from You. I forget if we are equally created here.

Sorry.